February 2012
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I’m going to start writing in a journal.
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Loneliness hurts.
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I feel self destructive again. I don’t know why. I should eat. I’m starting to black out, but I can’t find the will or the energy to actually get up and find food.
Watchwhoatherenicole:
why is this the most perfect thing of my life.
catsgomao:
My thoughts are eating me alive.
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Shit tits fuck tits shit shit shit shit
I hate being put on the spot. I feel bad because you’re a good friend and you’re a friend of my ex’s. It just sucks balls. Fuck fuck fuck. Plus I still have feelings for the chinky boy. Tits. HOW DO I GET MYSELF INTO THESE SITUATIONS?!
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Well, fuck
The situations I get myself into.
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Tumblr distracted me while I was doing my homework. I feel like puking and my back hurts. The bad thing is..I don’t know why. LOL
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2/23/12
So Kyle, Asia, and I ditched 8th period. I hate Spanish class. It’s boring, repetitive and, tedious. Instead of going to class..we went to In-N-Out. We had good talks about ghosts and shit xD
After that we had to go back to the school to pick up my le sister. We found my cousin and she helluh smelled like ancient Chinese people xD I love that smell. SO I kinda just clutched onto her and...
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I’ve always been taught to go after what I want. I’m sorry if that makes me seem clingy.
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I've decided that the universe is pretty fucked up
I see a song on my dash called Princess of China. I listen to it and it sounds pretty good. Then I look at the lyrics.
Once upon a time somebody ran Somebody ran away saying fast as I can I’ve got to go… got to go Once upon a time we fell apart You’re holding in your hands the two Halves of my heart Ohhhhh, ohhhhh!
Once upon a time, we burned bright Now all we ever seem to do...
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It’s sad to say that I’ll wait..even if it takes forever..
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I had a good conversation with Matt. It was a good talk. It really helped me feel better and it distracted me too. Talking to him sort of made me realize how much my friends care. To be honest, I’ve lost a lot of friends this year and I’ve gotten new ones. He gave me insight into a lot of things and his words kind of make moving forward a bit easier, but at the same time I don’t...
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I don’t regret much. I truly regret ever asking you to sadies. Bad choice. Very, very bad choice. It’s what started the whole ordeal .
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I’m seriously thinking about getting a rebound. I just hate the thought of using someone like that. I honestly just need a distraction. I just want to forget you.
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Can someone new walk into my life? Can you distract me from all of this? Whoever you may be…please come soon.
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Head hurts.
Popped 3 aspirins.
Sucks that it’s not enough to kill me.
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I just want to disappear. I want to run away from all my problems. One of these nights, I swear…I’ll just drive..keep on driving..with no destination in mind. This is this just too much to hold in. For one night..I just want to forget everything. I just want to feel genuinely happy..for one night. That’s all I’m asking for.
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I don't know anymore
My head hurts and I’m trying so hard to hold back the tears, but they won’t stop coming. i thought I had run out of tears, but I guess there’s still a lot left. It hurts to care. It just fucks you over in the end. If wanting to keep you in my life makes me weak, then so be it. If caring about you makes me weak, then so be it. If you ask me honestly, I think that makes a person...
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LOL I get helluh jealous way too easily. The sad thing is..I don’t even have a right to feel jealous. Oh what is life.
Watchtmacswizzle:
ahhlixx:
^^ Perfect.
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This week is going to be my week
I’ll make sure of it!!! And we’re so going to win that election in government -___-
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Fun times at walmart with Kai and Gen
So we just wandered around walmart filming stuff. Just for funsies. When we got to the cashier..it was the cute cashier..with the most interesting name..anyways he actually conversed with me which was strange lol. It was an interestingly pleasant conversation.
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